So Frustrated

I haven't been writing lately because I've been sick, and I haven't felt like it.  There I said it.

I've been sitting here today, Sunday, for about two hours now pretending that I'm fine.  I'm not.

I've been sitting here today willing the headache first not to come, then to go away.  It isn't working.

I'm paralyzed to my chair.  I want to do some things around the house.  I can't find the strength.

Everyone I know - all the doctors I have seen... they worry, they try this and that.  Nothing is working.

So now I'm going to take some more medicine and will it to help.  Even though it just takes the edge off. 

Then I'll will it to go away again.

In the meantime, since I'm sitting here... I have been taking some pictures when I can, so I'm going to back post those to brighten this place up a little bit.

Char