Day 3 - Something you have to forgive yourself for.
I've really been struggling with this one, and I don't know if it is because I don't think I have anything to forgive myself for, because I don't want other people to read it (not that anyone I know of reads this anymore, except you Bill! Thanks for the comment :) ), or if I'm just such a perfectionist that I can't just pick one thing.
About that perfectionism thing... When I came back to the computer today. I was actually thinking, well I'm going to have to go back and do the last two days and backdate them because I missed them and this is supposed to be 30 continuous days blah blah blah... well that's a problem of mine. I run into a little hiccup... like having my parents over for dinner monday night and not having time to post day 3, and then yesterday the wireless connection is down at the house, and won't be up again until my ex husband can dig a router out of his garage, so I am sitting in the cluttered office typing this on my laptop that is not plugged in and will probably die in a few minutes, oh and the laptop is on top of no less than three canvas bags of stuff that i need to go through... anyway...
I need to forgive myself for lots of things, but I can't really put them into words exactly. So let's just say I'll promise to ask a professional for help on that one. Fortunately I go to see one next week :)
I still don't think I'm done with this yet, and I may come back later, I may not, right now, I'm worried the darn computer is going to shut down on me.
And I am very proud of myself for not AGAIN making this all about something else. I need to quit that, I said I was going to, and I need to. So I am. I am I am I am.
Do you need to forgive yourself for anything? Are you more articulate than I am? (Not to difficult a thing.. that..)
Is anyone playing along? Is anyone besides Bill out there?